Anguish

In a hyper-sensitive mode nowadays.

Got very irritated by somebody's sms-es regarding the committee just now :X

How can he dictate how I want my life to be?! I put my name down for the sake for the new term, the new committee. I hope to see the committee continues to function. I do not want to be a key appointment holder simply because I want to concentrate more on my studies. I just want to be an ordinary member and that doesn't mean I will not contribute or do anything. Am I wrong to prioritise? How can this somebody accuse me of being irresposible?! I know he contributes a lot to this committee but that doesn't mean all the others are not doing anything. Oh ya, I think this somebody is also saying that I am not an adult because I refuse the responsibility.

I wanted to sms back - Go and die - because I was so annoyed by his sms-es. But I din. It's not that I dun dare. I refuse to be as annoying as him.

He should put his right hand over his heart and ask himself - for this past 1 year plus, have I being irresponsible and escape from what I have to do? HUH! HAVE I? HAVE I? I always mo ming qi miao got arrowed to do things but did I not do? HUH! DID I? DID I? #*%&^$

For goodness sake, stop being so self-centered. When the others bu fu ni, dun always put the blame on them. When the people of the state dun agree with the president, is it always the people's fault?

I hate authoritarians!